Once again, I start another cycle. It's like Groundhog Day but worse. You live through the motions of every month, but you can't have fun with it. Once again, someone else is expecting. No matter how happy you might be for them, you don't want to watch that belly grow, you don't want to see what you've been trying to achieve for over a year. The worst thing is that I will be waiting more and more… Admitting that you need help is hard and we've hit the point that we need it. An appointment will be scheduled with an RE and we'll go from there.
